leftwiththetide asked:

You probably think I ignored you last night but instead I fell asleep hahahah. What's up girl how are you?


Yeah I was like “this homie just keeps on doing it.” I’m goooood! I’ve been super fucking busy ‘cause I’m graduating this year and my teachers feel the necessity to give us piles of homework everyday. Also I’ve been working a lot. Making that cash flow💁. How have you been? How’s the cop life?

Aw fuck that was supposed to be private .

Stop. You can’t love me because you’re lonely, or because I am the only one who doesn’t piss you off. I want to piss you off, I want to get on your fucking nerves. I don’t want the responsibility of always being your rock. I will try, but I’m a mess, too. I lie, I sleep too much and I don’t like children under the age of 6, really. I don’t even know if I want kids because I’m selfish, and mothers can’t be selfish once they decide to carry another life. I’m always looking for the rain to come so I trip over my own feet. I know exactly what the air smells like before a storm. Before you fall in love with me, I want you to know that I cry a lot because it feels good, and I masturbate at least 4 times a week, and you might fall out of love with me before either of us are ready for it. I have no experience with this. I’m trying to be brave and smart but its almost impossible to be both at the same time. You can’t love me like a fire escape. Sometimes I will be the match, or the smoke under the door. I don’t know what I’m doing, all I know is that we all catch fire sometimes, before we even get warm. Before you fall in love with me, I want you to know that there’s a 50% chance that this won’t work, that one of us will wind up hating the other. I will try to keep your head above water, but sometimes I’ll need help, too. I can’t be your savior, and I don’t expect you to be mine. Just watch me unfold and I’ll watch you unfold, too. We’ll get drunk and tell each other everything. I know that’s cheating but maybe it’ll be alright. Maybe we won’t wake up embarrassed. I am going to fall in love with you, too, feet first. Maybe we’ll slow dance off a building together, maybe we’ll have forgotten each other’s names by this time next year. I don’t care, the sky is gray with or without you, so I’m not going to look up anymore, I’m going to look ahead.

Before you fall in love with me | Caitlyn S (via 5000letters)

Wow , this

(via rozathegreattt)


If only white people responded to racist shit from neo-nazis and blatantly racist white people with the same vigor they respond to people of color who express frustration over the racist shit white people do to them

I wish you would come back
I wish you would call me and tell me how much you miss me
I wish you wouldn’t have left
I wish you would have left before I got attached
I hope she was worth it - leaving me for her

Maybe one day we’ll meet again
Maybe you’ll see me with someone else and see how happy I am - maybe not
Maybe you’ll question why you ever left

God I miss you. Ten months for nothing.


dont fuck up a strong connection u have w/ someone bc u scared of commitment got too much ego n wanna make it seem like ur less invested than they are bc if they know their worth theyre not going to watch u take advantage of them like that